JEMIMAH xD

2006-02-27T06:13:00.000-08:00

im just giving back all the shit you gave to me

2006-02-27T05:54:00.000-08:00

:|
when i thought today i had enough trauma
and my mom starts crying because of my grandad
when will there be a day when i will stop just stop myself from wellowing into self pity
when will there be a day when i will stop thinking my life is THAT bad
(heh, dont worry folks, im not the emo kind who will get depressed and cut myself)

but im just digging myself into a bottomless pitt
~~i knew it from the start, WTF should i let you in? do you even feel a fuck? are you even human? heh... jiemin.. cooldown~~

i realise to count my blessings
and that is i have the best armor in the world
:D

2006-02-26T06:34:00.000-08:00

:D
haha
church was fun :D
open cell rocks :D
i just wish i can smile like this tommorow :D

2006-02-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

i think im gonna change my url
im sick and tired of names in the url :D
i want something cheeem!
but, after exams lah

weekends are boring~!

let me tell you more about my childcare :D
i think some of you already know

the is this girl, who was the oldest and biggest among all of us, her name is jaslyn
and she was really domineering, that kind who can be a future leader, really really domineering

EVERY KID, i swear, EVERY KID listened to her like her words are gold

example, if she was angry with someone she will do this

jaslyn shouts : EVERYBODY DONT FRIEND JIEMIN
every kid replies: OOOOO----KAY

amazing right? it was like some millitary camp..
and i was the closest to her, cos, im the second oldest girl

another example (this one is dumb)

jaslyn: lets play power rangers
everyone else: OOOO---KAY

* every girl wants to be pink ranger right? its common sense*

jaslyn: I CHOP PINK RANGER
me: then i yellow lor....

*im always yellow ranger :( never a day will i be pink*

jaslyn: okay lets fight each other
*then we pretend fight*
jaslyn: you fall down
me: why? you win liao meh?
jaslyn: pink ranger always win
me: ):

HAHA

there was this girl who jaslyn hates called naomi
she had some running nose problem and jaslyn discriminates her as dirty
i found that unfair so i asked my MOM about it :D

my mom said:" you should have the courage to tell jaslyn off, its not right of her to say naomi is disgusting and dirty"

so...
the next day, i plucked up the courage of telling jaslyn off.

jaslyn: naomi is so disgusting
me: no she is not, just because she blows her nose, doesnt mean you cannot friend her what
jaslyn: wah liao you...
jaslyn: EVERYBODY DUN FRIEND JIEMIN! (that was the 1st or 2nd time she did that to me)
everyone except my sista: OOOOO---KAY

*seriously i was kinda shattered. but thinking of it now, why should i?*

my sister was on my side anyway, thats all i needed
and soon all of the K1 girls were on my side cos, of my sista! :D (there were no K2 girls, only guys who wont get involved)

eventually, jaslyn apologised

i wanna meet more people like jaslyn
i miss her

2006-02-24T06:00:00.000-08:00

crashed- gwen stefani

sanity is a blessing

my mom when to Ministry of Mental Health

let me explain why she is there:
my uncle is mentally disabled, he smokes and gambles and threaten my dearest grandparents, my mom brought him there to get his medication

okay, so its obvious the people she saw were insane right?

a few examples:

most of them are like my uncle
a big 15-16 year old boy who shouts out"KIDS CENTRAL" every 2 minutes
a woman with perfect hair, perfect body, perfect skin, perfect clothes, perfect face, perfect posture (perfectionist for sure, must have gone retarted throught that stage)
business men in suits, ties and suitcases(under pressure)

im so glad i have a healthy and calm mind
and i don't want anyone, anyone to make me lose that

2006-02-24T05:48:00.000-08:00

im just stating the facts
no opinions made

yesterday we had thinking skills

mr peter tan: for all the smart asses please shut up
class: orhhhh.... *points finger at him*
mr peter tan: orh orh orh what?! ORH HAMZI AH?

*orh- yam in hokkien
**hamzi- sweet potato in hokkien

junneng: SWEET POTATO :D

2006-02-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

xiaotian said this
" we should call chiho, chi.. so when we say bye to him we will say
chiiii...................bye!" (cheebye get it?)

xiaotian is crappy :D

2006-02-21T06:15:00.000-08:00

if only....

mr see was my dad

dad: hey, why are you playing com, you must study okay?
*dad nods and smiles sweetly*
me: urm, no
*laughs*
dad: you must study okay? what so funny?
*dad still smiling sweetly*
me: whatever
dad: okay, you do your homework or write lines
*dad STILL smiling sweetly*

LOL
chemistry lesson, note its lesson, not the subjuect, ROCKS
COS, MR SEE ROCKS!
he was like, "scolding" mag and he was grinning all along

HAHA

if only....
MR FOK WAS MY DAD!

dad: do your homework
me: urm... no
dad: you must learn from me, i am a straight a student from nan hua sec, i was in dance society and the head of student council. i can have free scholarship because i do well, and i go thru army only for a short period of time. Adeline ong was my english teacher. and im a mix blood of korean and chinese
me: im not you, its pure dumbness
dad: just carry smarties pencil case like me!
ONLY SMART PPLE CARRY SMARTIES PENCIL CASE :D

if only....
murphy chua was my dad

dad: hey dotter, continue slacking there
me: why?
dad: cause, im the most handsome dad in the world
me: x.x

sian diao

2006-02-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

haha!
when my hair was already short enough
i cut it again today!
arrrrhhhhh
so short now
but at least at least it relieved stress

2006-02-19T03:57:00.000-08:00

Stacey's mom - Fountains Of Wayne
"Stacey's mom has got it goin on
She's all that I want and I've waited for so long
Stacey can't you see
You're just not the girl for me
I know I might be wrong but I'm in love with Stacey's mom"

like, who would ever fall in love with your girlfriend's mom :D

for the first time, i laughed so much on the dinner table :D

2006-02-18T06:23:00.000-08:00

Under pressure- MCR
im like so addicted to this song
and i duno why
LOL!

"Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves"

2006-02-18T05:56:00.000-08:00

look at this

what isit?

wow!

a piece of gum!

looks simple uh?

its more complicated than you think you know

allow me to explain

the person, buys the gum cos, it was a green cover!

and then the person unwraps the gum excitely, curious of how it tastes

then the person starts chewing the gum

it tasted really sweet and nice :D

and the person savoured it

but....

there was a time that the gum was tasteless

the person thought it was only tiring to keep chewing on it

so, the person spits out the gum

and whats left in the person's mouth was the sweet taste

but, whats left on the gum was bite marks

the scars that were left behind

done!

im blogging to destress from common test

if you are smart, you should know what i mean in this post :D

credits to murphy for giving me the main idea

2006-02-17T04:44:00.000-08:00

oh gosh
i hate it, im locked in a room with my sis and bro
i cant concentrate
so damn irritating..
my brother whines about being scared
my sis keeps talking to herself about her sch life
-.-
wahhhhhh
my parents are having cell group -.-
i hate CT

2006-02-16T06:02:00.000-08:00

Fall out boy-sugar we're going down
my eyes are tired from doing the art shit
my throat is dry from singing aloud in the room
my ears are irritated by my mom scolding my brother

at least i was occupied from thinking of that for one hour of my life

2006-02-15T06:19:00.000-08:00

~~if only i could control time~~
it would be the coolest thing ever
imagine if everyone gets to control time
the world would be perfect uh?
you can live forever
and make people live forever

ah, forget it
common test is beating all this shit outta me
wah
this post is so redundant (however you spell)

2006-02-14T05:34:00.000-08:00

i shall get a sore throat tommorrow!
i shall eat in class......................................................
:D
lek kee wants to give us sweetsss
:D
siandiao

2006-02-14T05:25:00.000-08:00

speed of sound-coldplay
lol
its valentine's day
-.-
oh crap lah, so screwed for me
haha!
my mom is so happy, you know why
she ask me to go out to but milk,
i bought milk and chocolate for her
then i say valentine's day present
that was so crappy
and she was like..
im so touched!
i shall tell papa
o.0
wahaha!

2006-02-13T05:38:00.000-08:00

Be my valentine- don and drew
i bet this song pisses couples off
LOL, please its oh so corny
some parts of the lyrics
" i will get you drunk on cheap red wine"
"i'll even sit thru any of those chick flicks
and i will let you win those quarrels,
if only you let me have cinnoman (sex) that night
go for all those damn long walks,
i just wanna see you naked is that a crime"

"be my valentine, or i will break your spine"
"stupid girl stupid girl, just be my valentine"

oh gosh, i love don and drew
cos, they are ever so annoying
and love it! :D

today was so alright, even it wanst really alright, it seemed alright
get it?
HAHA
my brother is telling me about guys nipples -.-
--.--
how innocent can a P5 boy be to observe people's nips at the swimming pool

2006-02-12T05:08:00.000-08:00

Living without you-3 doors down
wow
normally, when i listen to this song,
i get all moody and sad :(
but, now im listening to it
and im feeling highhhhhh
you know why??
guess!!
cos cos cos cos
MY MENS IS HEREEEEEE
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
wow
haha
it was after the prayer meeting ended
then i suddenly felt so happy!
it was like, i was flying high
and i almost thought i was "enlightened" by the prayer
and i went to the toilet to pee
and *POOF*
my mens came!
wow
how amazing my mood become

* sorry if i snapped/zibi/accuse/irritate/complain/whine/whatever at you last few weeks
it was just that i was pms-ing :D
but, now its alright
if only the feeling could last forever
it will be GREAT

2006-02-11T19:59:00.000-08:00

Unwritten-Natasha Bennifield (however you spell)
my eyes hurt
wahhh, my left eye is tearing
it feels so acidic
oh well
yesterday was the best saturday ever!
10 reasons why:

NO PIANO!
I PONNED COUNCIL (cos i have GB lah)
GB WAS FUN, FOR THE 1st TIME! ( cos, it was combined!)
NO CHINESE TUTION! ( WOOT! IT STINKS LAH)
OKAY, and we found out GB 69 DRILL SUCKS ALOT ALOT ALOT :D (we are so lag please)
MY COUSIN IS MY VALENTINE ( no lah we are sharing valentine's day offer for phone)
MY MOM FINALLY WANNA GIVE ME A PHONE
I MADE SO MANY NEW FRIENDS FROM GB
I MADE EVEN MORE INTERESTING FRIENDS FROM NIGIGRA AND VIETNAM
WOW, AND MY NIGIGRA FRIEND IS TALENTED MAN! and also coming to church

yay!
whatta great saturday

2006-02-09T05:51:00.000-08:00

far away- nickelback

"This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know"

im lazy to blog
so i blog lyrics
today was a miserable day :D
but im still smiling :D
lol
yanling is so smart
we shall study geog in lek kee's class :D

2006-02-07T05:13:00.000-08:00

Ordinary 21- Pension state (those who are smart will know whose band is that :D)
the singer is ****** ***
haha, guess? see who is smart
whoa
today = my super PMS day
i walked to the busstop, i saw chicken guts
i waited for about 30 minutes for someone
i waited without a watch
i walked to school alone D:
i was all eff-ed up by then
i ran with cramps :D
i called someone with yanling's phone
i got a lil bit ticked, just a lil bit
i had GB with full U
i went back to rmb art
i used the lousy fking com which keeps shutting down
i managed to switch it on finding out theres no more ink
i went to big book shop, there was no cartriage
i got scolded by my mom for being irrespondsible and blah
i just got scolded by that woman again
she says my brain will never develop
she says i m immature and nags non stop
can she just stfu

2006-02-06T05:58:00.000-08:00

blink 182 - i miss you
i loveeeee this song :D
i think the lyrics is damn nice :D
haha
today, i had ang bao hunt at bev's house! :D
i earned 8 bucks and a scolding
wooo, my mom is scolding now
she keeps calming she's not going throught menopause, i DOUBT man...

2006-02-05T05:50:00.000-08:00

jiemin read this newspaper article
jiemin wash the plate
jiemin sweep the floor
jiemin come do maths with me and stop wasting time
jiemin go and read chinese with papa, his time is precious
jiemin go practice piano
jiemin stop staring at the tablet screen
jiemin can you be more automatic
jiemin have you wondered who will clear up over you
jiemin can you give me a break from this noisy music
jiemin please lower down your volume
jiemin go and study

guess who says all that?

2006-02-03T06:06:00.000-08:00

yellow card-lights and sounds
im so tired
yay
i hope my eyes get swollen as i sleep later and think of ~~sad~~ happy stuffs!
sian
i dun wanna sleep
its too boring
in life we only have 24 hours per day
thats so not enough..
i think im getting more and more annoying

2006-02-03T05:27:00.000-08:00

Veronicas-4ever
sian
im blogging again and again, its like... i closed my blog on 1st january and open it again on the 31st
aint that lame?
i think this blog has since became a part of me <3
even thought hardy anyone reads or tag at least, but who cares?
i felt so sian without this blog during my hiatus :D
lol
and i cant stop myself from writing diary entries too
i wanna talk cock 4ever
:D
i just uber bored without a blog
oh ya
and happy bdae junneng
you have been really crappy throughout last year and i hope you will be more sensitive on what you say :D LOL and continue to make teachers pissed :D
oh ya, and continue your racist jokes :X nah.. joking

2006-02-03T05:13:00.000-08:00

Mcfly-Obviously
this song is so zi-bei
LOL
haiz
i think im gonna fail chinese for sure :D
lek kee teach like shit
we bluff her she havent teach yet, and she taught that chapther 3 times!
can you imagine?
:(
lim LS keep catching me for attire
i bet everyday she walk pass me, she use her x-ray eyes and check if i have attire problem -.-
i bet she even observes my bra colour
:(
today to caught me not wearing silver buttons
i just forgot, but at least i brought :D
i bet she wannna kick me outta council
LOL
it doesnt matter anyway..
die liao
she always rmb me for "attire prob"
haha, everytime council, i bet the first pple she check is me and yanling
D:
hais
at least after sch i got to eat at swensens :D
thanks to sung yeaaaah
he treat all of us...
5 bucks at most --.--
but better than nothing right?
sung yeh is my nice primary sch senior :D
like real xD

sian diaooooo
now i know why people have those $$$$ in front of their nick
its msn plus --.--
and i dint know all along thinking it was some society shit
LOL

2006-02-01T06:17:00.000-08:00

i think the lyrics for this song is uber cute :D
Busted- thats what i go to school for
Her voice has echoed in my mind
I count the days till she is mine
I Can't tell my friends coz they will laugh
I love a member of the staff
And I fought my way to front of class
To get the best view of her ass
I dropped a pencil on the floor
She bends down and shows me more

That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
But I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Girlfriends, I've had plenty
But none like Miss McKenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for

So she may be thirty-three
But that doesn't bother me
Her boyfriend's working out of town
I find a reason to go round
I climb a tree outside her home
To make sure that she's alone
I see her in her underwear
I can't help but stop and stare

(repeat chorus)

Everyone that you teach all day
But you're looking at me in a different way
I guess, that's why
My marks are getting so high
I can see those tell-tale signs
Telling me that I was on your mind
I can see that you wanted more
When you told me that I'm what you go to school for
I'm what you go to school for

She's packed her bag it's in the trunk
Looks like she picked herself a hunk
We dropped by school to say goodbye
My friends they can't believe their eyes

aww..
what do you go to school for?

2006-02-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

im in a pms mood now
!@#$%^&*()
i hate it

2006-02-01T05:22:00.000-08:00

WTF...
you know what i saw today??
a mother pulling her kid with a leash..
DOG or KID??
:D

2006-01-31T04:03:00.000-08:00

today was....
*drum roll*
ready?
FAMILY DAY!!!
how exciting eh?
xD
okay, so we went to watch " I not stupid too " at... clementi empress
the place is damn !!@#$%^&*(
and there were so many pple of all kinds
ah bengs, ah lians, ah boys, ah girls, ah mas (trust me, there were ALOT of ah mas)
so many BIG families
and... they were DAMN NOISY
its not even like a movie...
its way too noisy
HAHA
then my mom keep crying and crying and crying so loudy
then, 2 kids in front turn back and pointed at her
"look at that woman"
LMAO!
:D
*points at my mom*
"look at that woman"
xD
hahas

2006-01-30T05:59:00.000-08:00

yes yes, i know the picture resolution sucks cos its GIF :O
yays i feel so happy that im back
but do you feel that sometimes blogging is a burden? LOL
i think i shall be lazy and not update

2006-01-30T05:56:00.000-08:00

IM BACK!
did you miss me?

2006-01-01T08:04:00.000-08:00

(:
this is the blog's last post
bye bye :D
hope you have enjoyed all my past entries

2005-12-31T08:01:00.000-08:00

okok
its 12.01 now!
wheet!
its 2006 already, and i guess i would be closing down this blog
cos, when school starts
I HAVE A PILES OF STUFFS NICER TO DO THAN BLOGGING about my silly holiday life
YAYS!
i feel hyper
2005 has been such a crazy year!
lol !
i think its my fav year up to date :D
haha, i have too many pple to thank
so, haha lazy to write
i cant wait for school to start! :D
i miss sch lah...

2005-12-29T07:07:00.000-08:00

YAYS
i think i wanna close this blog
haha
now i have other BETTER stuff to do
this blog is for blogging about events and more events
BORING
lol
haha
who wants me to close, dun raise your hand!

2005-12-27T07:50:00.000-08:00

2 words, one emotion: it ROCKED :D

2005-12-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

haha, back to the good old skin
i hate the old one, so dull
oh wells
GREEN :D

oh wells
HAHA, look what i found on valerie's profile again!

TSK TSK javen 0.o

ALAMAK! javen again --.--

aiyo! javen AGAIN

guess what? JAVEN AGAIN! D:

WOOO! javen and corrie LOL
OH YA, ydt corrie was like : wheres javen? i miss him?
aww, so sweet xD

AH! well taken *claps*

wahahaha

TSK TSK

little kids nowadays

2005-12-25T08:20:00.000-08:00

oh well its christmas once again
presenting....
a series of pictures!

1st up is wacko jacko

please....

lol

2nd up is santa!

no presents for you, santa thinks you're naughty

3rd up is...
i duno what

:D

and 4th up
santa uber hawt elf
(so sorry no pic)

and 5th up
is...

the christmas baby :D
oh wells
MERRY X'MAS
oh please, this post is so crap

2005-12-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

its MIDNIGHT
MERRY XMAS FOLKS!

2005-12-23T06:50:00.000-08:00

im damn tired now lah!!!
~~freaking shit~~
registration is like --.--
i came to sch at like what, 7.45
and then brief and went for my duties
me and es were like "good morning" "welcome to nanhua"
friggingggg
so FAKE
lol, imagine i was laughing at my seniors last year during registration
WAHHHH
lol
i STILL RMB OKAY
i had like 4 greetings from duno who
and then ky came and said, excuse me, please register your name and this way pls

wah liews, i was laughing like mad after ky asked me that, but since now, he has quitted council --.--

okay, back to the present
THE FUNNIEST THING EVER IS THAT
the pink woman
HAHAHA
she started talking EVER SO LOUD
that nanhua chinese is lousy and english too
lol
and then, when i approached her for the feeback form
me: may i have your feeback form please?
her: NO, im transfering my daughter out
me: oh, okay
she walks off
evelyn: what did she say
me: transfer
evenlyn: oh
she walks back
she: what did i hear you all say?
someone: ask you for your feeback
she: I KNOW, after that, i heard someone said something
everyone: nothing
she glares and walks away
!!!!!
LOL
SHES DAMN FARNIEEE

sad thing, donovon cant come to nh, the marks were like 30 marks from the cutoff?
he was crying
poor kid man....
but, we need bball players in the sch okay..

2005-12-22T08:02:00.000-08:00

my leg hurts
like abit swollen
funny thing, maybe its a sprain or frature!
lol
jkjk
i banged my knee at the small table from terrance house
thanks to toby the dog --.--

2005-12-21T06:13:00.000-08:00

okay
i dint go council cos i was at a old folks home carolling
nothing to say guys
lol
bye

2005-12-20T06:59:00.000-08:00

lol
my eyes are tired
cos of christmas cards
lol

seriously
its like from
o.o to --.--
lol
XD

2005-12-19T07:39:00.000-08:00

haha
chritmas songs always get edited

i was listening to 987 this morning
and
don and drew had this song called
have a super happy fun time christmas
go download
http://www.donanddrew.com/
lol
its bout old pple dying and kids whining

come to think of it,
in childhood you had lotsa songs edited

jingle bells, batman smells robin layed an egg

lala
thats the only one i rmb

2005-12-18T07:07:00.000-08:00

yays
changed my skin
thats "my" design for the christmas cards! xD
lol
wang jun will get angry if i say this
the design is solely made of brushes and font xD
MERRRY CHRISTMAS!!
*looks at the bunch of colourful cards*
:D
i have 4 pink ( yihua, hannqian, jeraldine,SERYANG :X i know you love pink), 4 orange ( yanling, luk wern, chengxin, kaiqin lol i duno why), 1 yellow (yueli), 2 lime (bev, cheryl), 2 blue (kian yong, jerm), 3 black (ben, murphy, april)
kaee
who did i miss out?

im having shrivelled skin, a giagantic ucler, sore throat and PIMPLES!, i duno if they are lol
thanks to the dry weather at frasers' hill

im gonna have a BUSY week

2005-12-17T08:18:00.000-08:00

sorry guys
it sucked

im gonna start venting my anger

to HER:
sometimes you just gotta shut up and dun act like some smarty pants and you know EVERYTHING, its like pissing me off the way you blame my sis, and ESP the way you make it seem like you are right and she is wrong. and when my mom just told you off, you start crying, for GOD's SAKE you are P5, and i guess that was your biggest "downfall"... heh, i seriously think my mom was being the nice guy here okay. growing up in a all girls school and rich church gets pple always praise you for the stupid lil things basically everyone can do. welll!!! i bet my mom was the 1st who told you off. too bad. aww so sad, so demoralising that you must cry in public :(
aww, poor girl *spits*

to the YOUNGER HIM:
1st things 1st, JUST SHUT UP!! you cant stop crying and whining, if i was your mom i would give you a TIGHT slap! and how dare you talk to my sis like that, who do you think you are...
*pouts* mummmy!!! i want ice cream :D

to the OLDER HIM:
oh gosh, you're a grown adult so ACT LIKE ONE DUDE! --.--
accuse accuse accuse
its just a small matter and make things complicated.

to MY MOM:
i think YOU ROCK!!! yays

to MY SIS:
dun give a damn about what those a**holes, who cares about what their impression of you is?
do their opinions even matter to you?

to MY BRO:
for the 1st time, i wanna hug you and THANK GOD YOU ARE MY BRO
:D
yays, im a GOOD girl, i dint use vuglarities leh!

:(

2005-12-13T05:55:00.000-08:00

bye pple
i will miss you guys ):

2005-12-12T00:50:00.000-08:00

sometimes, its just REALLY funny
like, your mom tries so hard to restrict you from going out with your friends that she grounds you for a week
and the next thing is, you go out to buy some INNOCENT sweets for your sis (how nice of me)
and guess who you see...
:X
lol
kianyong, his bro and benjamin jogging
lol

its gonna bore you

2005-12-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

*warning: this post is gonna bore you
who cares
i woke up, and went for my ~~shitty~~ "sweetest" piano class
oh how nice
and i had sore throat, running nose, cough
and throughout the whole freaking lesson
i was
*cough*cough*
*sneeze*sneeze*
*sniff*sniff*
*clear throat*
i pratically sounded like a dog
--.--
and what the hack
i dint bring tissue
and i went on interupting thru the lesson
" miss tia, may i have another tissue?"
"oh dear, what a bad flu you have!" (said in a nice, sweet, ~~fako~~ voice
"uhuh"
*passes me tissue*
"hmm, when you periods come, you must remeber to bring your pad, you know what isit? see this"
*takes pad out of her bag*
i was busy blowing my nose
and in my mind was like: whattha hack!! like i duno like that! --.--
"rmb, to keep it in a pouch, with other things like TISSUE, nail clipper blah"
*continues to blow nose*
"uhuh" nods head like a nice lil girl

freaking

2005-12-09T08:11:00.000-08:00

lol
i shall post on duno when about my trip
i must get the pics from jacob 1st

:D

2005-12-08T06:07:00.000-08:00

im back :D
will blog about trip tml

2005-12-04T04:40:00.000-08:00

o.o

im gonna leave singapore tml

bye people!

2005-12-02T08:20:00.000-08:00

wah liews
i was looking at frienster
and i saw valerie's acct (my church friend)
and her user pic is that javen o.o

when obsession over a lil kid comes to this point

LOL

javen looks like a pretty boy, i think he quite cute

and and

look at this

shi chee

irritating

lil

girl

who

grabs

and

holds

your

hand

really

REALLY

tight!

its

just

freaky

my ever so angelic class

what a bunch of nice angelic ~~shit~~ kids

woo my fave kid

the ever so hyper

titus :D

he is really hyperrrrr

2005-12-02T07:52:00.000-08:00

when to CO con today
i g0 TuU sEe MiE yAnLiNgz dArLiNkz w0rs
tHe Sh0w bErRi NiCe
yAnLiNgz dArLiNkz iShh sH00 kAiwAnii NeHx dE w0rs

someone, PLEASEE educate the twits --.--

2005-12-01T06:30:00.000-08:00

my hair feels hard wax wax
i just cut my hair
and she waxed it again
hahai rmb the 1st time she cut for me

the punk hairdo
lol
i was ROFL

my hair was like...

www.ImageShack.us"

www.ImageShack.us"

lol
blogger cant upload pics!
so i use code

abcdefghijlmnopqrsturwxyz

2005-11-30T00:04:00.000-08:00

lets spend my day with quizilla

lets start with something random

and i saw this

MCR funny pics
my result:

Joel's got an attitude problem.

MCR Funny Pics
brought to you by Quizilla

lets look for some lame thing like who i will marry

and i found this

which musican will you marry

results:

Benji Madden from Good Charlotte.

What Musician Will You Marry?(over 30 outcomes! )now with pics!
brought to you by Quizilla

now for some "what is your element/ what kind of dragon/ fairy/ mysitical creature" kind of quiz

i normally skip this kind of quizzes

okay

what is your element

my results:

You resemble Earth. You like nature and its
wonders. You care about people and you are
usually pretty happy. Being with friends keeps
you in a good mood, and everyone loves being in
your presence. Youhave an air about you that
draws people in. The world is your home and you
invite everyone over. Nothing makes you happier
than when others are hppy with you.

What Element Do You Resemble?((Anime Pics/Girls Only))
brought to you by Quizilla

*yawn*

this bores me

now lets see

music??

okay

lets seee

what gerne of rock?

results:

Pop punk... I'm not really that fond of you, but
you can churn out some good stuff... Old punk
doesn't really like you but you couldn't care
less...besides it's all about having fun isn't
it?

What genre of rock are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

wooo

lets check out some celeb crap

whose my celeb soulmate

Gwen Stefani: Ur unique! U hav ur own style and
everyone luvs u!

Which celebrity is ur soulmate?(girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla

woo

the results are so limited for this one

there is: avril, lidsay, anglina jolie, jennifer anniston, nicole, paris and gwen

--.--

lets find something sadistic!

die

-.-

wooo

what kind of death with you die?

You will die because of how lonly you are.Your
heart will be so full of hate that you will not
be able to stand life.You will take a dagger
and kill everyone you love.Then finally you
will stab yourself in the heart and die.

How you are going to die? (great answers and pictures) YOU BETTER VOTE OR ELSE....maybe the answer to this quiz might come true....
brought to you by Quizilla

lol

i shall kill myself now~~~~~

so long and good afternoon world

you shall not miss me

whatever

i'll take the dagger(maybe the kitchen chopping knife) and plunge it into myself

bye!

lol

2005-11-29T07:49:00.000-08:00

2005-11-27T22:18:00.000-08:00

Just a gentle reminder, when I blog his, im NOT referring to anyone in particular… its for
my pleasure sake XD
photo credits: photobucket

When you think that Americans have high school stereotypes… you will start thinking that Singapore has secondary school stereotypes....
Okay…
Lets start with the American stereotypes

PREP

- loves school
- loves the colour PINK
- and its like... they can wear pink head to toe
-boy-crazy (normally)
-loves POLO TEES and POP COLLLARS
-loves music like hilary duff ---.--- (no offence to jerm, i HATE hilary duff)
- real life example of a prep: hilary duff (i think so....)

PUNK

- border line between goth and prep
- more toward goth, but not as hardcore
-loves colours like green, black etc
-loves punk rock (DUH)
-into band tees?? (i guess)
-likes punk rock guys like... greenday? GC?
-real life example: ashlee simspon (more towards prep)
avril lavinge (more towards goth)
AIYA!!! im trying my best... to show the difference between punk and emo

GOTH

- has only a few friends
-loves BLACK AND BLACK AND MORE BLACK
-seriously, i think goths are chio
-sadistic
-loves to die >.< -gothic makeup!

-loves to cut themselves --.--

-blackened eyes

-you get what i mean...

EMO

- BLACK EYELINER

-loves to cry

-emo hair

-emo guys kiss each other 0.o

-as you can see... emotional -bang! lol... when i search photobucket for emo, i get the bang bang pics

-oh ya! the cute pao things are emo!

-real life emos: MCR, blink 182, etc

- wooo!!! i LOVE emo music!

- EMO SPECSS!!!! you know those thick framed ones, the really cool ones(its NOT nerdy okay)

JOCKS

-loves sports

-occupied by sport pratices etc

-get it?

-i find them sian to study about

-sorry no pic

-busy life

-try VERY hard to get/stay in the team

SKATER -rowdy
-rebillous
-sacastic
-always getting into trouble
-skate park lol
-attitude
-HATES school

DORK/LOSER
-you get it?

LONER
-no need to explain

NERD

-you know what isit right?

SLUT/ WHORE/ BITCH

-i cant stand them

SINGAPORE SECONDARY SCHOOL STEROTYPES

TwiTz

*note this is an extract from MOT( museum of twits) and its not what i wrote

**its not an insult to anyone, please do not feel alarmed if you have the following

1) Superb typing skills. Twits have amazingly mastered their pathetic little brains to control their fingers to type with alternate caps. I'd suggest they stop doing that else their poor brain will explode soon.

exp: MiE LuBz sHopPink! w0rs

2) Weird mentality. Somehow, twits tend to think very differently from most homo-sapiens. They call it CREATIVITY. They enjoying habouring ideas of creating pink dancing thongs as toys for toddlers so that Singapore's population would be flooded with them in future! They're just waiting for the right chance to launch into the market. But unfortunately, their ancestor's inheritance have been squandered by them lavishly.

3) Spastic sense of answering questions. Each time they're engaged in a topic, twits have a fetish to make irrelevant comments such as "dogs lyk euie all r sho disobedient, stp tis nonsence!" when we were simply discussing about the importance of English.By the way, if I'm a dog, I'll be busy screwing a bitch.And if I were to find one, that'll be you, Ms Anonymous.On second thoughts, I would not risk myself into getting Gonorrhea that your mom has passed to you when she screwed your greatgrandfather.

4) Attention grabbers. Twits love attention. And that's what we're here for. Twits would resort to any methods just to get attention, such as using their ever whiney voice to scream at an ant 10 metres away.Museum of Twits 10mBeware Of Screaming ChippieBut times has become so bad that they have to steal attention now. Ms Anonymous, who has identified herself as Cindy's friend, is obviously jealous of all the attention Cindy is getting. And so she has come upon our sacred board to divert all attention to her. Ms Dot is also feeling that pang of jealously, thus starts to divert our attention to herself too. Gaaaah. This is so confusing.

5) Horrible language. A very prominent factor of a twit. You will never spot them without lehs, lors and lahs in their sentences. Most of the time its incomprehensible. Thanks to the fact that we proper homo-sapiens have the ability to analyse and digest infomation, we've cleverly outwitted them. That is, WE are able to understand what they say; but their mutilated brains are unable to understand our language.forget it, euie tis kinda of ppl r hard to interact wif,dunnit to use cheem english to de miie , i noe i`m nt good inenglish ...The wonder of Languages.English with Chinese would be "wo men ish..."English with Hokkien would be "they ji siao me lor"English with Hokkien would be "my boifren lagi yandao"

6) Contradiction. Twits are always contradicting with their own words and actions.From Ms Anonymous "euie tink i gif a darm to wad euie all toking abt? stp ur nonsence!"If she doesn't give a DARM (from what I concluded to be DAMN) to what we've posted, she wouldn't be posting like a mad spastic in our board. She wouldn't even have spent time reading and conclude to herself that it is nonsence (yes its nonsense, she can't spell)

7) No mind of their own.Quoted from Ms Dot23:08:31pm "stop it la cb..you all want then talk about cindy tt slut..don't say others la.."23:11:50pm "i don't like cindy want..that is why i'm here.."23:19:09pm "i think it is you people who are wasting time instead of the anonymous lo.. stop all your rubbish la.. you will get your retribution want lo.."23:28:43pm "i just find it unreasonabe because anonymous is an innocent party yet you peeps are quarrelin with her.. i don't mind you talkin about others in the blog because that is what your blog is for.."23:26:35pm "fuck off la you peeps..acts mature but infact you peeps are not at all.."The only adjective I can think of to describe this, IRONIC. Twits can't fucking make up their minds to stick to a point.

okay, the above from from MOT

these are the extras i wanna add

-twits can be found in friendster! I MEAN ITS LIKE SO EASY TO FIND THEM THERE!!

from the lousy backgrounds, html codes from dolliecrave etc

-oh ya... should see the pics they take (act cute pose etc..)

AH LIANS (pretty closed to twit, but diff)

*again its from MOT

**i think MOT ROCKS

1. Long rebonded hair

2. Act cute poses when taking neoprints

3. type with aLtErNaTe CaPs ^^4. add S, Z, X to the back of every word

5. use "wOr" 'hEe' "nEhz" 'kEkEx' "mAhx" 'oHhz' or something like that

6. include "gal" "girl" or "ger" in their usernames

7. sometimes fat thighs + short DENIM skirts

8. include unimportant information in their friendster (height, weight. LOL)

9. add strangers to their account

10. "gerr misshh boii" "lorve euu" =pPp

11. include their sad love fairytales in their friendster [[waitin fer yew ta cum back]]

12. shop at cheap boutiques. (THIS FASHION)

13. fetish for PINK. everything also must PINK.

14. call themselves weird names. MILKster PINKster Pinkalicious missyprincess tootdolliex xiaokeaii- ahhlynn sadahgal

15. must have JIEMUIs. [JIEMUII QINGSHENN]

16. many god-bros and sis.

17. likes to visit the toilet frequently to makeup, adjust skirt, see mirror, retie hair

18. cannot live without COMB and MIRROR

19. *maybe got mirror in front of you all the time, even in class.

20. Loves techno

21. Wears PMK, NWO, Von Dutch22. Know nothing else except HOKKIEN. :)

*some points i wanna add the techno part, i guess more on eurodance

**once again, the above is from MOT NOT me, dont come running to me and tagging on my tagborad that i suck and this and that --.--

KIASU

-you know what lah

NORMAL

-duh

lol

i can't think of anymore sterotypes for singapore sec sch pple

okay, im done

wah liews

2005-11-27T06:01:00.000-08:00

see lah
i just now posted
and its gone

MISSED ME?

2005-11-26T10:01:00.000-08:00

im BACK!
from all those camps
okay
here i go again
im lazy lah
tml morning then blog okay?

lalas

2005-11-20T05:10:00.000-08:00

im going for a 3 day hiatus
monday-wed --->GB camp
tuesday-friday---> Childrens camp (imma helper) but i'll come backhome late
erm.. so i have stuff crashing
saturday--->one-day-trip to malacca
lala
3 day hiatus from monday to wed, maybe i'll blog when i come back on wednesdays
okay... so long and goodnight~~~~

:D

2005-11-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

i actually skipped one day of blogging
thats the second time on this blog
lalas
now i shall present to you....
a series of blog entries
Dreadful Dinners (with housewife moms version)
sponsers?
cassendra is one... ( as in chirstopher....)

..............

2005-11-17T03:58:00.000-08:00

i just FREAKING HATE STAYING At HOME
YOU ARE LIKE LOCKED UP WITH A TOTAL MANIAC!
you get what i mean
and my mom is DENFINETELY going thru menopause
i mean, look at the way she goes CRAZY ( hell yeah, really crazy) over such small things!
oh gosh
you will NEVER get it cause your mom's NOT like that
fine....
the morning was okay...
cause i guess she was in a great mood
she just kept complaining how much housework she has to do....
okok
fine..
then she when to daiso to buy stuffs
i was at home slacking away
and it was okay
until...until!!!
my bro and sis came back home
she went nuts as she had to go to the passport agency to update our photos
and then hor (shes still screaming)
we drove all the way to lavender and it was freaking crowded
and then
she was like!!! mad 0.o
and then she wanted to drop us there to get the number
but
we procastinated x) like we always do
we are not good children... we make our parents go bonkers =X
and my sis was like... what if all three of us get kidnapped
and we were like what if what if
then she was red
and she went like... FINE! come back in!
we ran off
x)
we knew she will be more angry
we let her chill in the car 1st
and then
there were many floors for diff place
we knew where to go, but we scared she cant find us
so.. we decided to go back
see the handphone prob again (no hp, no contact)
and then we went back
she was okay lah
she was rushing towards us
oh! shes worried about... us? no
her birth cer, which was with us
ok lah
good mood liao
and then....
that freaking place was crowded
and went we finally got to that counter
the woman was like...
to my sis: this photo is not waterproof, must retake
to my bro: you look diff, must retake
look diff???
what the...
to me:good
my mom was pissed (a little bit)
they went to the other counter to retake
the Q was long okay?
so i sis jokoingly asked: wah! what time we q until? dinner isit?
mom: say that once more! and i'll snap at you in public
and she starts babbling about behaviour and stuff...
and after the pics
she cooled down
and even gave us ice cream
and then, we went to church and got some stuff
***
it was until dinner
she went MAD!
thanks to me =X ooppss!!!
she *complains to my dad about today*
she: and you all dint even help me with the housework, i expected the rack to be cleared, the clothes to be taken down from the poles.....etc.... and you guys dint even take the iniative to do so
me: we are not like you....
she: i LIKED to do housework when i was young
me: we are not like the perfect little girl you was...
she: but at least take some iniative
me: are you gng thru menopause?
she: ITS NOT THE PROBLEM ABOUT MENOPAUSE
me:.....
she: its the fact you all drive me nuts
she *starts complaing about today again*
me*keeps interupting with things like "not me"*
she *glares*: i know not you
she *thinks about the evil things i've done*:dont ever ask me whats for lunch or dinner
me: i ask out of curiosity
she*suspects i dun like her food*: dont bother to ask ever again
me: its out of curiousity, not in any purpousfullness
she: you're too insensitive
me: yea...fine... im not a good girl
lucky i didnt say like jia en and kreston (my "perfect" cousins)
she will kill me lah
she:pissed look
me: yea yea, we're in the wrong, we didnt help in any housework and yet we expect dinner to be served right? ( i guess to took the whats for dinner question this way)
me speeds off upstairs
listens to 987 (avril- complaictated)
and her shrilly voice interupts the punk music!
YUCK!
"HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU!"
me *standby mode* * runs down*
she *stones at the door looking at my shoes that she asked me to put outside*
me* takes shoes out and place it on the table*
she: STOP THERE! why didnt you 2 take the shoes out? asnwer me!
my sis: you call us eat dinner what, so we wanted to take later lor, put at the door 1st what
she: WHEN IS LATER?
me and sis:....
she: and you! put the shoe on the table, i washed it and it will get dusty
me:......
she*walks off*
me and sis
put shoes back....
WHA LIEWS!!!
this is like
living hell pretend i didnt say that

:)

2005-11-16T06:57:00.000-08:00

yanling asked me to help the class blog make soome stuff

and she wanted orange

so i just mix-and-match the colours

so, i made the icon :D

wang jun doesnt like it..

he says its way too big for an icon and too in-button

wang jun hates it :'(

jun:a button has 1.5x - 2x length to its breadth

me: okok

just joking lah jun!

i know you hate me x)

joking nia

erm, can give ideas for class blog

preview---> www.buina-test.blogspot.com

okay?

i dont even think 110 pple besides, YLs, cheryl, yihua, wee wee, jon, jerm, april (i think) read my blog --.-- did i miss out anyone?

others still think my url is that jemimahjay thingy!

my blog is a loser blog! xD

yeah yeah

:D

2005-11-15T06:02:00.000-08:00

:D
im lazy

today is the best day and worse day of my life xD

2005-11-14T04:21:00.000-08:00

today is the best day and worse day of my life

lots of stuff happened

alot alot

1st of all, i woke up at 7, cause im meeting yanling at 8 at JE

when i reached there at 8

i waited and waited until 8.30 i was very angry

i wanted to hack yanling and the rest x)

then i went back home

you know.. how DIFFICULT life is without a phone??

its ticking me off every moment

i went back home

and i called yanling

she and the rest waited for me for half and hour too

and they were at payaleba, 3 stops from bedok

i was damn frustrated lah

how am i supposed to live without a phone x)

soooo....

i decided to take a taxi

and i managed to get a taxi real fast

then hor!!!!

that freaking driver

me: uncle, east coast park macdonalds

uncle (mumbles to himself): west coast park, west coast park...很靠近啊

可以走路。。。

me: uncle!! 是EAST COAST PARK MACDONALS LEH!!!

uncle: EAST COAST PARK AH!!!sorry, sorry, 我以为是 west coast park,

sorry, 我不可以载你。。太原了！我在赶时间。。我在这边让你下去啦！

he freaky threw me out of the cab =(

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hearing have problem!!!

that place harder to get taxi okay??

after 5 minutes, i got another taxi

i was so freaking frustated lah!!

no handphone, wild goose chase, now this!!

but i manage to cool down on the way to east coast park

(my temper is very good you know xD )

but the fee was like... 14 bucks!!!!

wah liews

then i met the class at macs

and they were the same old pple

its supposed to be a class gathering kids,

cant you just cooperate?

okay

these were the pple who went

me
yanling!!!
yueli!!!
jeremy!!!!
cheryl :)
hann qian:)
yihua:)
jeraldine:)
jeraldine tang x)
joscelin x)
vannessa x)
limin x)
amanda x)
xiao tian
jonathan
wang jun ^.^ so cute! lol
kaiwei..
junneng! puiba
kenny
joshua
chowy and his family

its not even a class gathering

but i like it!

cause we did many stuffs

after we ate at macs,

we went to rent skates for 2 hours

me, yl, cheryl, yihua, vann, jos, jerm, and i think... jeradine!

at 1st we were held back by vann, jos and yh

cause, they dunno how to skate

then we left them at the beginners there to learn

we wanted to go and come back for them

as we went...

IT POURED!!!

IT WAS FREAKING FUN!!!

SKATING IN THE RAIN

WE LOOKED LIKE RETARDS

BUT BUT WHO CARES!!!

we found yh and skated

in the RAIN

but van and jos couldnt take it, they switched for bikes

then we bladed and bladed slowly

and we reached this place, abit like a thing jetting out

all of us, as in ALL the girls plus jerm

we screamed like MAD to the sea :0

so fun

then yihua and some others went back

me, yanling, hann qian, jeraldine and yueli continued

me, yl, weweee clung on them

then we went to buy slurpee!!

so nice btw i didnt pay =X

cheapskate!!!

then we went on... and on...

until 2 hours over

then me and yl cycled on wang jun and kenny's bikes

then...

cheryl hannqian yihua jeraldine

pang seh!!!

you all go bugis shop and watch moviee!!!

wah liews

then the rest of us played at the beach!!!!

woohooo

then keep taking photos

beach got chio bu!!!

sexy one somemore...

yueli still ask one of them (the chioer one of cos) to take photo with us x)

so funny!!!

then then

we play play play

then chowy came!!

and we rented blades again

and went to the other end

to eat

and we went all the way back x)

then we were VERY tired

4 hours of blading lah

then then

alot of them left

then jos and amanda went to bowl

the 4 of us stayed at macs and talked ALOT

and we went to the beach!

to play with sand! x)

and we wanted to go to bedok mrt

and then hor!!

NO BUS!!!

WAH LIAO!!!

jos and amanda took bus 30, me and yanling can take too

but so sian

so long

and then we took mrt

then!!!

went reach clementi

i tried to come out!!!

but no card!!

LOL

then i ask the person to let me out

she allowed me

so nice

then i realised!

my card

was

with

cheryl

tan

shi

lei

you!!

lol

how did i even get in lah!!

so i reached home

covered in

sand

rain

seawater

yup!

so...

eventful lah

x)

2005-11-13T07:01:00.000-08:00

hmm
(:
sian-ed
whatcha think of changing my template?

from green to something

aqua and hotpink?

although green is my fave colour...

but its some stuff for a change....

so tell me what you think x)

i love switchfoot

today was okay okay lah

as usual i went to church early to paint stuff

and you know what??

hong liang (a 5 year old kid) and a few more other spastic kids

you know what they did?

went i was standing to paint the big poster

they decided to do some painting on their own

they painted.... my leg

i mean it

from the foot to the knee

i was like.... what the!!!

i had a hard time washing off lah!!!

you all nothing better to do ah??!!!

come and paint my leg!!!

lol

hmm

2005-11-12T05:45:00.000-08:00

today,
calls for a BIG celebration!
its the END of my sucky chinese tution!!!
yipeee

*shouts*
*screams*
*jumps*
*yays*

x)

so great!!

btw
for november, i counted wrongly
now, i have only 4 free days
xD
3rd, 16th, 19th, 30th
obviously 3rd is over lah
so 3 more days

but maybe some days
im partially free
so, i must see 1st lah

i havent started on my chinese homework lah!

xD

2005-11-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

hey!
im real busy during the hols
erm for november
i have 7 free days not counting the weekends as im always busy then
and for december
11 free days
make your bookings now x)

im...happy

2005-11-10T06:12:00.000-08:00

first of all

last night, when i just got off my tablet at 2.30

my mom woke up!!

i pretend to come out of the toilet lah

then she was like

"this is ridiculous! the tablet controls you!"

see how bad it is to have parents working/ worked as teachers

" its too hot anyways, i cant sleep." i just crapped along

"NO! everyone here has to put up with the weather too okay?"

"i go drink milk" lol

"this is getting worse!!! running away!"

"....."

"i can slap you if you want! from now onwards must sleep at 12, tml if you dont wake up by 8... i slap you!"

"ok, ok"

*starts scolding my dad for his "bad" example for sleepin at 2 plus

conclusion : my mom is probaby reaching menopause lol

and of course

i woke up by 8

i was a good girl xD

i did the laundry

and lots of housework okay

and i still help her run errands

and she was like

"teenagers nowadays... duno where they get their energy from"

"...."

aiya

then later on after lunch we went to church to meet joel and shi xuan

and

BLAH

and my mom thought shi xuan was sec 3 -.- she is 17 okay?

lol

and then our whole family went to celebrate my granny's bdae

as in my REAL granny

erm

actually

she

suffering from 2nd childhood

i think

she mashed the cake up with her spoon

and she squished it in her tissue

and she did lots of weird things lah

2005-11-09T07:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAE KAIQIN!

see im so nice

i've stopped calling you granny :D

just for today

hows the... hello kitty slippers?

the.. eleplant condom?

the... pads.. which you threw away?

the... love bite from kian yong??

lol

but then i have to go back to clementi by 11

so sad..

and i met my primary school friends again

and we played

and blah blah

and we had bbq

and i went back so early -.-

cause cause

i thought tml have GB at kovan

otherwise hor, i would have stayed with adria and cheng xin until 12 or later

but....

on the way back in crystal car i rmb

lol

im so... silly xD

sorry celine

the one who put in the most effort for the chalet

sorry victor

the one who paid the most

lol

tml is gonna be a busy day

2005-11-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

at 9.30 i must meet sai and others at clementi

then we must go minoshe (100% auntie bra shop) to buy bra for our beloved saggy granny kaiqin

then we will meet murphy at tiong at 10

then we will...

suprise kaiqin! xD

we are nice pple

then we will

bake hamster cake xP

and then i will rush back to clementi to meet these pple outside macs at 11

adria

cheng xin

paul

ruiting

crystal

joanne

zheng yan

the maybes

xavier

hao kai

and we will travel to pasir ris....

lalala

and BBQ and play....

its the last time for 6E class reunion

aww

be my escape

2005-11-07T08:15:00.000-08:00

I’ve given up on giving up slowly,

I’m blending in so You won’t even know me

apart from this whole world that shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity

and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while

You hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because

I gotta get outta here

I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I gotta get outta here

And I’m begging You, I’m begging You,

I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now

Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how

He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there

And this life sentence that I’m serving

I admit that I’m every bit deserving

But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while

You hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going becauseI gotta get outta here

Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shakeI gotta get outta here

And I’m begging You, I’m begging You,

I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity

Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made

And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me

But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because

I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape

I fought You for so long

I should have let You in

Oh how we regret those things we do

And all I was trying to do was save my own skin

But so were You

So were You

i love God

its just so amazing

xD

2005-11-07T04:41:00.000-08:00

today, was like a school day
i went to school early at 9 and had chinese remidial with 112 pple
we were supposed to be the worse among the class
but the "worse" among 112 were better than the average from our class xD
but, who cares xD LOL
then lin liao shi dragged until 11 plus
LOTS of HOMEWORK
i guess she's the only teacher with iniative to give so much
so hardworking lor

and then me, yanling, yihua, hann qian, jermey, jocelyn, vannessa. huiling, mag went to KFC to eat ^.^
then we went back to school cause we were BORED and hann qian have dance and vann and joc have library
then they play play play
until hann qian left for dance
we went to find... MR CHOW >.<
then he show us magic tricks
then we wanted to buy the deck of cards from JP TOYS R US so that next year we can show to sec 1s xD
so we left for JP
then toy r us so ex!
the pack is 14 plus
the WHOLE BIG BIG SET is 190 plus!
yanling says she wanna buy >.<

wah liews
so ex (i sound like some cheapskate ah lian)
we bought 3 sets of cute little waterbottles xD
two in each set
they are real cute

each one took one
can keep cold stuff
one lime green and one blue one in each set
sHo kWeEtz nEhx kAwaii nEhz
haha
im typing like a TWIT!!! xD

then we did lots more
and then we went back home

hmm
oh ya, jeremy (church one) ask me to find cheaper presents for the carolling under $1
he said the $2 ones were very nice, but if we have to give 200 pple
it will cost $400
so i guess we have not enough budget
any recommendations??
i need help...

hellos

2005-11-06T08:06:00.000-08:00

i guess today was quite alright
just like any average sunday
i went to the libraby and popular with my family in the morning
and saw yueli and ally
then ate lunch
and went to church early today to do the deco for the children's camp
i didnt know painting and tracing road signs would be so tiring
by the end of the tracing me and joel were already sweating
then we joined the rest with painting
and joel painted jorina's nails black -.-
with black PAINT!
not poster/ watercolour paint
REAL paint is like LOL
then
there was cell group and stuffs like that
xD

just a normal sunday.

hey

2005-11-05T09:24:00.000-08:00

i've been very occupied by reading blogs like RP, MOT and xiaxuie these few days...

weeee

2005-11-04T06:00:00.000-08:00

weeeeee
i had cramps
blessing in disguise

=D happy

2005-11-02T22:01:00.000-08:00

mood - happy

=D
xD
:)
x)
:]
(:
(x

smileys

*smiles*

oh
i was too busy to blog yesterday
the 1st time i didn't update in this blog!
who caress

smileys

=D

=D

2005-11-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

here i go
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
you are my only one
there's just no one that catch me like you do
you are my only my only one

only one
- yellowcard
sorry, that was random
just happened to be listening to that song

im so sad
cause, i went out and barely did anything
and went home
and later went out again
then no one to talk to
very sad

i wish that my mom can give me more freedom
i wish i wish i wish

oh gosh

the MOST BORING day of my life

2005-10-31T05:14:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS THE MOST BORING DAY OF MY LIFE
dun bother to read this boring post

first i woke up at 8, my mom forced me, but the weather was so niceeee
next, i ate my breakfast
then, i play com for very long
then i talk talk talk
until sheryl ( 111 ) told me it was 10.00 and why i havent go sch yet
so i quickly shut down my com and iron my clothes
then i pack my bag
then i went to school
then i had a council briefing which many pple pon
so
it was freaking boring
they just gave us our duties and stuff

ya lah
then
everyone went home
they all so guai
straight away go home
i was hoping to see some pple who are not so guai
so i can go eat with them
then i took my box of extremely heavy stuff from mr chow's table
then i called pao
she just woke up
so, i go home lor
the stuff was really very heavy
i bought my lunch and eat lor
at least i had the whole house to myself
and my mom said i better clear and pack all my stuff

i finally done it all!!!
finish
today was the sianest day of my life
no school
no fun pple
no funny jokes
no life...

oh well
im going out tml...
yays
*jumps around*

=(

2005-10-30T06:52:00.000-08:00

just now i was so happy
but im sad

=(

hellos

2005-10-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

im happy le!!

but my pms havent over yet leh

pms

2005-10-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

pms-sy
shooo
go away
dun disturb me

xD
just joking

but i get easily irritated these few days
i MUST learn from GOD to control myself

yeaahh

i must try harder
not to be so overwhelmed by emotions and mood swings
that i affect pple

everything is possible with GOD
xD

i believe i can do it

=D

but i still pms
so i try and control my emotions lah

last day of school

2005-10-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

today i pms (angry way)
yesterday was sad way

aiya
i just very angry lor
esp..........

aiya
at least today happier than yesterday
according to pple

i hate pms
gives me super drastic mood swings

oh well
i should start from the start

xD

went to school
urms
then very sleepy
went for council meeting
very sleepy
went back to class
very sleepy
played snap with yueli and jeremy
very sleepy
shout until mr cheng come complain
very sleepy
he said our group, mochi plus yanling and the guys are the main sources of noise... who cares
very sleepy
we continued to scream and shout
very sleepy
then mr cheng ask the whole class line up for some shit SPA breifing
its so lame lor
very sleepy
the whole class rebied at 1st
very sleepy
then later on slowly everyone went out (guess they cannot take the nagging)
very sleepy
3 of us continued playing anyway, at the locker
SNAP! then mr cheng threaten to confiscate :( evil no lah
very sleepy
go hall
and when mr cheng walk pass us, yueli keep shouting SNAP to make him piss but he's not that kind of teacher who would be pissed

this is the BEST PART

I SLEPT TRHOUGOUT THE SPA TALK
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

yays

but still sleepy
i slept in class again

i think im sick
thanks to that wu junneng lah
talk and spit so much saliva lol
i sit in front if him of course will be sick

xiao tian oso

siann

sad

then

recess

slack

sian

then

mass clean!

kenny and jason were like ripping cloth
cherxu and jun were using eraser to rub off the black stuff on the board
i guess most of the girls were slacking

but the rest of us were mopping the floor
with torn home econs rags!
splashed water like mad
the whole class was in chaos

wet!!!
flooded!!!

lunch

i sleppy again

i slept in assembly

zzzzzzz

i sleepy now again leh

but the com is just too excting to stop playing with
xD

thats about what happened today

*btw
benjamin papa, you GOOD ah!!

hello

2005-10-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

recieved my report book
i dropped 100 plus level positions
xD
who cares
my mom doesnt even scold me
but u guess they quite happy with my conduct
xD

btw,
nicky, run for your darling trish!!
wah, he sprinted like mad when we shouted that

haha
nicky + trish = <3
lol

run run run

siannn

tired

2005-10-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

im freaking tired

i wanna sleeppppp

zzzzzzzzzz

a few more days of school

o.o

2005-10-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

i hate time
it either passes too fast or slowly
i m just so traumatised now

i needa coool down

at least im trying to

oh well
lets change the subject
i was so bored
so i played with photoshop again
this one is based on nickelback's ''photograph''
it was kinda random lah

this time i got the font and brushes from a few websites

sometimes i feel that time is not on my side

o.o

heyy

2005-10-24T07:22:00.000-07:00

IM SO HAPPY
THAT THE WHOLE OF ONE TEN GOT PROMOTED

MY POSITION IS 10 LEH
CANNOT BELIEVE IT
MY SA2 RESULTS SUCKED

OH WELL THANK GOD

BUT THEN HOR
BRA BOY'S MOM WANNA PULL HIM OUTTA OUR CLASS
=(
LISTEN UP!
WE HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO CRAP WITH LEH
WE HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO TEASE
WE HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO TELL HORNY JOKES WITH
WE HAVE ONE LESS PERSON TO CHASE HOMEWORK FOR xD

sad

YUELI!!!
WHY YOU WANNA LEAVE 110!!!!!
MR CHOW WUN ALLOW YOU
=D
NO CHANCE TO LEAVE

HEY
THINK ABOUT IT LAH
110 IS NOT THAT BAD RIGHT
YA LAH
THE WORSE CLASS IN ACADAMICS
OK LAH

LALALA

2005-10-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

today was like soso lah

in the morning
i was all confused and frustrated with myself
at least i got yang to share with! xD
but bev not online
otherwise she would have know
imnotsayingwhy =D

things sort of improved in the afternoon
i went to church
had commitee meeting
had prayer meeting
then sermon
made me felt abit better

wah
the best thing is ah

i found more PAO pictures!!!!!!

so cute

cute right??

imsofreakingscared

of my english overall

*screams*

stresssssssssssss

dammn sian

2005-10-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

i'm like so addited to these cute little pao thingys

AAHHHHHHHHHH

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php

go here

see llamas

ahh

2005-10-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

today iceskating was not so nice
:(
nounlimitedtime
noyanling
nozhanyong
icewasrough
supercold
lostonesock
BIGblister

YUCK

just another typical day

2005-10-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

i just finished making murphy's name
i havent finished april and yihua's custom make
but then very hard to make pink and black leh

murphy is the 1st boy who asked me
so i brain block
i duno how to do for guys
cause i duno what stuff they like??
so anyhow
i tried
sooo...
the outcome not very nice
he wanted grey and black
hard to use those colours lor
:(

oh well

anyway, murphy said nvr mind

anything done by his dotter is nice!

see my daddy so good

so understanding

today talk and dicussed about chalet with yanling, junneng, jason

thanks to some halp of april, hann qian and yihua

we all managed to find a cheaper one!

erm

its on the 7th 8th 9th on november

i CANT stay over

my mom lah

btw

our food supplies are from..... *drum roll*

XING SONG

cheapo one

brandless goods

oh well

i'm so happy

that many pple wanna go!

like THIS then is called a CLASS chalet

oh yeah

imlookingforward

yipeeeeeeeeee!!!!

aww man

2005-10-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

i think my results SUCKED

english- 22.5/50

literature- 75/100

chinese- 58/100

history- 58/100

geography- 60/100

maths- 74/100

comb. science- 57.5

art- 65/100

home ed- 23/50

bleahs

i failed home ed

english duno yet

my dad was just scolding me lah

my mom was rather sastified with my maths

she though i would get B3 or B4

i mean, i pleased a maths teacher =D

it was for her birthday present

but the BEST thing is

i PASSED my geog

i though i would get a really really really low fail

ahhhh

lots of people got 50

april, yihua, craigven, barry, brenda, kenny.. erms lots more!

lol

went to kaiqin's hse after sch with

adeline, sai, kian yong, dominic,murphy

sian

sian lor

then later me and kian yong found a teenage magazine in murphy's bag

then we read and read

and try to look for something fun to do

kian yong saw the telephone numbers for some clothes companies

erm

then he call up, gay high laughs and hangs up

called up like about

4 or 5 companies

sian

i need something to DO!!

oh ya

next time i wanna go cut hair at BEN

end up looking like dom and yao an

sian

i'm talking crap though

SIGH

2005-10-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

sian lor
failed my english paper 2
21.5/40 for chem
A1 for LIT!!!!
oh yea

saw 5 pple cry today

aww man
:(

lazy to blog leh

bye bye

yay

2005-10-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

yay
my blog is all done :D

now
i shall blog again

link me

recently i've been fooling with photoshop

nice right?

not bad hor

no nice

i felt so honoured <3

when a few pple asked me to help them make

but green is for me

only me

MY BLOG IS OFFICALLY OPENED ON THE 17/10/2005

hello

2005-10-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

hi everyone

i'm back

JEMIMAH xD

:(

its gonna bore you

abcdefghijlmnopqrsturwxyz

lol

wah liews

MISSED ME?

lalas

:D

..............

:)

:D

today is the best day and worse day of my life xD

x)

hmm

xD

im...happy

tml is gonna be a busy day

be my escape

xD

hellos

hey

weeee

=D happy

=D

the MOST BORING day of my life

=(

hellos

pms

last day of school

hello

tired

o.o

heyy

LALALA

dammn sian

ahh

just another typical day

aww man

*SIGH*

yay

hello

SIGH